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Tuesday, September 30, 2003
 dont leave me high..!!!
Two jumps in a week, I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy.
Flying on your motorcycle, watching all the ground beneath you drop.
You'd kill yourself for recognition, kill yourself to never ever stop.
You broke another mirror, you're turning into something you are not.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

Drying up in conversaton, you will be the one WHO cannot talk.
All your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you. You will be the one screaming out.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

It's the best thing that you've ever had, the best thing that you've ever, ever
had.
It's the best thing that you've ever had, the best thing you've had has gone away.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

(high&dry - radiohead)

jadi inget masa2 kelam.. dengerin lagu ini asik banget sambil ngisep lintingan... sambil separo melayang.. hmm... tapi sekarang tetep asik kok.. even udah nga pake lintingan keparat itu..!!! yang jelas ini lagu emang tob abis..!!! selaen creep yang emang nyodok banget.. ya nga tea???? hehehe...
ps: thanks mey buat de cure-nya.. makasih banget dah muterin lagu sang dewa gothic itu...!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:42 PM

 sebuah nama
gw lagi search lagu.. tiba2 nemu nama grup ini.... hihhiihi.. ngingetin ma nick kamu.. neh baca deh biografinya.. sapa tau satu saat lo review di acara elo...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:29 PM

 hero2AN
gw sempat terenyuh baca berita ini bukannya gw nga sebel ma suharto yang ngebalikin fakta sejarah tentang pki... ato gembar-gembornya soal gestapu... tapi ini soal para pahlawan yang jadi korban... para orang2 yang jadi korban kejahatan politik dan mereka berhak untuk dapet penghormatan..!!! harusnya tiap pahlawan punya hari pengibaran bendera 1/2 tiang buat ngenang jasa mereka... nga cuma para pahlawan revolusi tapi juga para pahlawan kemerdekaan kaya' pangeran diponegoro, tuanku imam bonjol, tuku umar, tjut nya' dhien, sisingamangaraja, dan semua pahlawan yang ada di bumi nusantara ini..(tapi ntar jadinya tiap hari bendera 1/2 tiang dong..hihihihhi)... tapi yang jelas jangan sampe kita hilang respek kita ma para pahlawan yang udah ngebela negara ini.... biarpun sejarah di bolak-balik tapi jasa dia emang tulus buat negara ini.. dan gw percaya itu..ocre???..MERDEKA...!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:58 PM

Monday, September 29, 2003
 STUCk..!!!!
I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company


I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby


You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see


And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my


You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep
I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all


You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass


And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass


It's just a moment
This time will pass


lagu ini buat imajinasi gw yang lagi nga mood.. buat seseorang juga di sana yang ngerasa kalo dunia ini dah berenti buat di nikmati... keep on rockin'..!!!! dont ever love makes u stop to coloring your own world..!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:16 PM

 bidadari
sesosok tubuh mungil menghapiri.. menyapaku dengan lembut..menyentuhku dengan tangan mungilnya.. hangat menerpa.. kesejukan menghampiri.. membuai tubuhku dalam sebuah kedamaian... membawaku terbang melayang.. melintasi semua impian.. menhampiri bintang... menjadikan sebuah hiasan... menaruhnya di dalam relung hati.. agar terus memancaran keindahan...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:05 PM

 tenGGElam..
gw ampir keabisan napas.... berenang kian kemari tanpa tujuan..gelap sekeliling nga ngebantu mancari arah.. huaahhh.... tersedak oleh air yang terminum.. heiii.. di mana gw.. kenapa ada dalam tempat ini.... di mana ini???.. tiba2 stitik cahaya terpancar dari atas.. hah..!!! gw harus ke sana..!!! berenang dengan tergesa... nga peduli ma tangan yang udah mengayun air hingga ribuan kali.. nga perduli lelahnya kaki mengayun kesana kemari....sedikit lagi..!! dan..!!! HAH..!!!! ku hidup udara panas..mataku berair... tubuh ku menggigil... ternyata gw masih berada dalam sleeping bag masih dalam jaket tebal.. masih dalam bed cover..masih terjebak di kamar ini ... keringat dingin mengucur deras... gw demam malam tadi..!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 1:07 PM

Saturday, September 27, 2003
 wiken day....
hmm.. wiken gini gw ngantor.. tapi cuma donlod abis2an.. ama bikin cover cd..nga ngerjain apa2. hehhehe.. abis emang lagi males banget ngambil kerjaan kantor.. maseh buntu neh . hmmm kemana larinya semua ide gila dalam otak gw.. halooo are u still there, my nuts brain???? set dah gw perlu liburan neh kaya'nya....:)
ya udah.. met wiken buat semuanya deh..!! to alaya.., sweet cokelat.., nunieque, sweet cilla, little tea.. (inget lagunya.. puterin yah...:P)...lanlan.., anna.., epribadi whow loves and hate me... my world... en bro..!!! we got to do something crazy tonight..!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:11 PM

Friday, September 26, 2003
 welkom
dia: lo gawe di mana seh?
gue: di royal
dia: di mana tuh?
gue: di depannya ramada bintang bali
dia: ramada? kan ruko gitu..
gue: iya.. itu kantor gw
dia: hah?? itu kan royal
gue: iya kan gw dah bilang tadi. napa?
dia: itu klien gw lagi...kan gw yang bikin site plan buat RDI... gw gawe di GKA
gue: nah lo...
....welkom to a such small world..hiihhiihiihi

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:13 PM

 makan siang hari ini
hari ini gw ketemuan ma anak kuta yang gw kenal dari blog... kesan pertama... hmmmm.. anak kuta banget.. hihihhi... sampe dia bilang.. *masak seh rambut gw merah?*hihihi.. sori al...:)
trus baru beberapa meter dari kantor dia dan terjebak lampu merah.. hah???? ada si marcell ma dee si supernova itu jalan di legian.. huaa..!!! lagi honeymoon deh kayaknya.. noraknya gw keluar deh.. tapi,.. yah.. bukunya kan ketinggalan di rumah... masak minta tanda tangan di baju seh.. gw kan pake baju item...:( akhirnya mereka berlalu tanpa gw todong tanda tangan.. hiks.. maybe next time lah
akhirnya kita tiba di warung nikmat.. itu.. warung murah meriah harga terjangkau.. (hihihi.. basanya iklan banget yah..)
akhirna dengan sedikit perjuangan karna tu warung rame banget saat jam makan siang , gw terdampar di meja pinggir jalan... abis itu transaksi terjadi.. hihihihi.. (itu versi si alaya...) vcd trainpotting impian gw dah berpindah tangan.. dan cd blanknya pindah juga ke tangan si alaya..hehehehe... sempet makan beberapa suap dan nga abis..!!!
kita balik.. ke kantor masing2... (thanks al.. buat cd nya...n makan siangnya..)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:04 PM

 from WAP...
you maybe compelled to take action that others do not understand, but in the end they'll be your whole-hearted supporters.......

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:45 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2003
 help..!!!
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul,my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie,there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

Frozen inside without your touch,without your love,darling
Only you are the live among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought,without a voice,without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Bafore I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie,there's nothing inside
Bring me to life
(Bring me to life)
:(bring me to life - evenescence):

kalo kata film S.W.A.T seh "even cops call 911..!!" hiks.. gw butuh pertolongan malam ini...:(

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:35 PM

 fromthepast
Engkau...seperti kekasihku yang dulu
Sungguh...hadirmu menyejukkan risau jiwaku
Begitu...lekatnya perasaanku kini padamu
Hingga...anganku kusandarkan padamu

Memang gerakmu, memang langkahmu
Mengingatkan aku pada dirinya yang telah berlalu
Ingin ku menyangkal, ingin ku membantah
Betapa pesona dirimu memikat erat jiwaku

::(seperti kekasihku - padi)::

gw nga tau kenapa mimpi itu datang lagi.. apa gara2 foto kemaren yah?
tapi kali ini beda.. dia berwujud foto itu.. dalam dimensi yang sama dan suasana yang sama... ini bikin gw tambah nga bisa tidur.. walhasil tidur gw cuma 3 jam.. hiks....
sementara kondisi gw makin parah.. pala gw tambah pusing, mual yang bikin bt kalo mo makan.. badan pegel nga karu2an... mana blom ada superhero yang nelpon lagi...hihhih.. sori dunia...!!! jagoan lo lagi sakit..
ya udah.. tuh lagu buat kamu deh.. kamu yang kemaren kirim gambar ke gw.. kamu yang udah datang di mimpi gw... kamu yang udah..... seandainya....:(

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:43 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2003
 jagoan lagi SAKIT..!!!
hiks.. what happen with my body..??? apa karena perubahan cuaca yang mendadak yah?emang seh bebeapa malem ini gw nga pake jaket waktu balik dari kantor.. sementara angin malem nga bersahabat banget... dinginnn..brrrr..!!!
susah neh kaya abis berantem ma 10 orang..!!! huaaaa...!!!!! gemana donkkk???? mana ac di kantor lumayan dingin lage...:(.. hiks.hiks..!!
trus kalo gw sakit... who's gonna save the world??? oh man...! the world needs another heroes now..!! ada superhero yang terima freelance?? telpon gw cepetan yah...hihihihi...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:08 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2003
 berbENah lage...
menyusuri kuta sore menjelang malem gini emang asik..... suasananya masih tetep keren... abis bom bali kemaren emang dampaknya gede banget. orang2 pada ngehindarin tempat rame.. tapi setelah itu.. nga ada yang bisa ngeberhentiin denyut nadi kuta di malam hari.. bali dah berbenah.. dan gue seneng banget bali bisa bangkit.. turis mulai berdatangan.. berarti devisa mulai naik lagi... nga ada yang bisa nyetop pariwisata bali...!!!even the terorist..!!!!
seru liat lampu2 di pinggir jalan mulai menyala... sunset kuta masih tetep keren.. pantainya masih tetep bikin gatel untuk maen surfing...
i love bali..!!!!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 7:55 PM

 KOmiK
hihihhi.. asik banget.. kemaren si deni baru balik dari jakarta. abis ikutan ma si oxs skate competition di skatepark kemang.. gw di bawain komiknya superman.. nitiip beli di qb world ps.. sayang batmannya nga ada.. dan bolotnya dia, sms gw di baca setelah di luar ps... hikss.. padahal kan gw cuma mo bilang sekalian kalo ada daredevil sama spawn beliin sekalian..!! hiks.hiks... tapi dia janji minggu depan mo mampir lagi kalo jadi ke jakarta lage.. asikkk!!! (thanks bro.. u r the best..!!!!) sekarang..?? nikmati dulu komik supermannyaaaa..................:)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:00 PM

 SEndiRI
Sepi...kini...
Malam ini...
Malam ini...
Masih ..ku di sini...
Malam ini...
Malam ini...
Bertanya dalam lubuk hati...
Masihkah ada tempat berbagi...
Satu demi satu pergi tinggalkan aku ...
Sendiri...
Mungkin kini diriku tak punya arti lagi...
Dan kusendiri...
Sepi...kini...
Malam ini...
Malam ini...menangis...
Ku di sini...
Malam ini...malam ini...
Bertanya dalam lubuk hati...
Masihkah ada tempat berbagi...
Satu demi satu pergi tinggalkan aku ...
Sendiri...
Mungkin kini diriku tak punya arti lagi..
Dan kusendiri...
Walau gelisah tak jua bertepi...
Takkan kusesali tetap ku jalani...
Kan tetap kujalani...
Satu demi satu pergi tinggalkan aku ...
Sendiri...
Mungkin kini diriku tak punya arti lagi...
Dan kusendiri...
Sepi...kini...
Malam ini... Malam
Ini...masih ku...di sini..
Malam ini...malam ini.

:(sendiri - cokelat):

gue suka banget ma lagu ini.. apalagi kalo cuma nongkrong sendirian, di tamani kopi, marlboro light, gitar dan ribuan bintang.. huahh... sepi banget..!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:05 PM

Monday, September 22, 2003
 bORinG DAY!!!
ternyata long weekend itu bikin boring.. abis nga ada yang bener2 gw bisa kerjain selain nyelesain catalog temen gw itu..paling maen gitar si selingi ngabisin kopi ma light gw.. mo jalan males...mo nonton.. nonton apa? blom ada pilem yang bagus... kemaren abis nonton freddyvsjason di vcd.. lumayan seh.. pembukaan filmnya dah nude..!! hihihhi beli album cokelat yang baru... lumayannnn.. makin banyak distorsinya..truss.. sempet maen ke rumah temen gw dan di suguhin.. spaghetti.. hehehe....enakz.. eh.. ke disc tarra dolo ah. katanya film titik hitam ma matrix reloaded dah keluar vcd originalnya.. lumayan nambah koleksi.... pegi dolo ahhhh......

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:27 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2003
 weekEND song.....
sore ini, bareng ma mentari yang mulai turun perlahan.... plus kompyut yang lambat dan 2 kali ganti warnet!!!!... gw di temani ma lagu ini..... hiks...
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

::(semua tentang kita - peterpan)::

ps: met weekend buat all my pals..... have a nice weekend.. see u again hiks...:)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:23 PM

 loVE....
I CANNOT live with you,
It would be life,
And life is over there
Behind the shelf

:emily dickinson:

hua... asik juga baca2 poemnya si emily....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 1:55 PM

 weeKEnd daY
nga ada ceritanya weeken gw bisa bangun siang.. ya ada gw dah terbangun di pagi buta... rada pusing dikit karena baru bisa tidur jam 4 pagi dan udah terbangun jam 1/2 6 pagi... shit...!!! dan siang 2 gini gw dah terdampar di warnet yang suka disconek mulu.... huaaaaahh!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:56 PM

Friday, September 19, 2003
 muachHH.....
tomorrow is lazy day.. libur neh... berarti bisa males2an dulu.. hehehee.. eh gawean katalog?? huaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........nga jadi males2an.. daMn!!!!.. ya udahh.. muaccchhhh buat duniakuuuuu... se ya soon.. babayyyyy.......

Posted by thelastheroes @ 7:42 PM

 sEGitiGa
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

CHORUS:
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

(Bizarre Love Triangle - frente)

nga tau napa akhir2 ini gw sering ngeliat hal2 berbau segitiga... mulai temen gw yang bersegitiga cinta, cokelat yang bikin album dengan judul segitiga, lagunya frente yang sering keputer... tapi yang jelas nga ada hubungannya sama segitiga yang di balik celana...:P
ps: tea tuh... lirik buat elo..!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:16 PM

 SeSUAtu..!!!
You close your eyes
And leave me naked by your side
You close the door so I can't see, the love you keep inside
The love you keep for me
It fills me up
It feels like living in a dream
It fills me up so I can't see
The love you keep inside
The love you keep for me
I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
It gives me time to stay, to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
I wish by God you'd stay

I stay awake
I stay awake and watch you breathe
I stay awake and watch you fly, away into the night
Escaping through a dream
I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
I gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
I wish for God you'd stay

Stay...
Stay...

I stay to watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you'll be gone
I wish for God you'd stay

Stay...

Stay...
Stay...

I wish for God you'd stay...
::(the second you sleep - saybia)::

abis itu di radio lagu ini.. whuaahhh... dedicated to u again teara..!!!!

Ku rentangkan hati
Ku balut luka lama saat kau pergi
Ku tegarkan diri
Walau bayangmu hadir di setiap mimpi

Oh haruskah kubenamkan diri meratapi
Tenggelam sesali yang terjadi
Tersiksa bersama hampa ... asa

Kini ... ku hanya ingin lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan ... jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka...

Ku coba hadapi
Walau pahit terasa di relung hati
Harus ku lewati
Seakan semua tiada pernah terjadi

Kini ... ku hanya ingin lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan ... jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka...

Semoga kelak lupakan semua
Mengenangmu menyesakkan ... jiwa
Kan ku hapus air mata
Hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka ...

Ku rentangkan hati
Ku balut luka lama saat kau pergi
Ku tegarkan diri
Walau bayangmu hadir di setiap mimpi

::(luka lama - cokelat)::

ps: nga ngingetin ke seseorang kan tea??? hihihihi

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:18 PM

 whattA DamN sonG
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You......

::(i miss u - incubus)::
neh radio.. masih jumat gini kok mellow sehhhhhhhhhh.......??????:( kok jadi gene seh..??
gara2 tea nehhhhhhhhhhhhh.....!!!!!


Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:37 PM

 dediCATed 2 TeaRa....
Everything’s so blurry, and everyone’s so fake
And everybody’s empty, and everything is so messed up
If I confide without you, I cannot live at all
And my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
If you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you’re doing Imagine where you are
There’s an ocean in between us, and that’s not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
Explain again to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face

Every one is changing, there’s no one left that’s real
To make up your own ending, let me know just how you feel
Cos I am lost with out you, I cannot live at all
And my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
If you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you’re doing I wonder where you are
There’s an ocean in between us but that’s not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
Explain again to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
Explain again to me

Oh nobody told me what you felt,
Nobody told me what to say
No one showed you where to turn,
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide,
Nobody told you what to say
No one showed you where to turn,
Showed you when to run away

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
Explain again to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
Explain again to me
No!
Explain again to me!

Can you take it all
Take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away...
Explain again to me

::(Blurry - Puddle Of Mudd)::

kebetulan abis padi ni lagu nongol.. seru..!!!! ya udah gw dedicated buat si tea ajah... keep rockin girl..!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:25 PM

 ALmost WeekEND
whuaaaaa... dah ketemu ma weekend lage.... mo kemana lage yah? jadi binun mo ngabisin weekend di mana.. saolnya masih belom kelar tuh urusan katalog2 para kurcaci... :( eh ada lagunya padi di radio.. sedih euy...

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Jatuh bersama derasnya tetes airmata
Kau benamkan wajahmu yang berteduhkan duka
Melagukan kepedihan di dalam jiwamu
Tak pernah terpikirkan olehku
Untuk tinggalkan engkau seperti ini
Tak terbayangkan jikaku beranjak pergi
Betapa hancur dan harunya hidupmu

Sebenarnya ku tak ingin berada disini
Di tempat jauh yang sepi memisahkan kita
Kuberharap semuanya pasti akan berbeda
Meski tak mungkin menumbuhkan jiwa itu lagi

Aku tak mengerti apa yang mungkin terjadi
Sepenuh hatiku aku tak mengerti

::(rapuh - padi)::

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:21 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2003
 FinallY
akhirnya gw pindah warnet juga.. hiks.. abis banyak tapi nga menghasilkn apa2.. sialan tu warnet.. nga bakalan ke situ lage deh gw...:P mana beksound gw lagunya ratu lage..... lampunya juga rada temaram.... sooo romantic....

Selamat malam sayangku
Apa kabar dirimu
Lama sudah tak berjumpa
Kerinduan menghinggapi

Temani diriku hingga kuterlelap
Obralkan kata cinta
Seribu kata, senandungkan lagu
Ninabobokan aku
Sampai bayangmu tinggalkan tubuhku
Wahai angin malam semilir,
sampaikan salam membisu
Aku cinta paras pribadimu
Andai kau hadir disini

Dan Kau, adalah segala kekaguman
Sudi kiranya menerima penghormatan
Dari lubuk hatiku, semoga Tuhan
melindungi batinmu
Ciumi bibirku hingga terhanyut
Hujani cinta jujurmu

::(nina bobo - ratu)::

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:31 PM

 anjRITTT.....
gak tau kenapa dengan kompyut ini.. selain diganggu ma orang ngeprint, suka hang ndiri... cebelllll....
tapi berhubung ada lagu ini gw jadi angguk2 kepala...hehehehhe

He was a boy she was a girl,
Can i make it anymore obvious
He was a punk
she did ballet
What more can I say
He wanted her, but she'd never tell
That secretly she wanted him as well.
But all of her friends, stuck up their nose
They had a problem with his baggy clothes

Chorus
He was a sk8r boy, she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enough for her.
She had a pretty face but her head was up in space
She needed to come back down to Earth

5 years from now
she sits at home
feeding her baby she's all alone
She turns on TV, guess who she sees
Sk8r Boi rocking up MTV
She calls up her friends they already know
They've all got tickets to see his show
She tags along
Stands in the crowd
Looks up at the man that she turned down

He was a skater boy
she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enough for her
But now he's a superstar
Slamming on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth

He was a skater boy
she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enough for her
But now he's a superstar
Slamming on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth

Sorry girl but you missed out
Well tough luck that boys mine now
We are more than just good friends
this is how the story ends
It's too bad you couldn't see
See the man that boy could be
There is more than meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy
and I'm just a girl
Can i make it anymore obvious
We are in love haven't you heard
How we rock eachothers world

I'm with the skater boy
I said see you later boy
I'll be backstage after the show
I'll be at the studio
singing the song we wrote
about a girl you used to know

I'm with the skater boy
I said see you later boy
I'll be backstage after the show
I'll be at the studio
singing the song we wrote
about a girl you used to know

::(sk8er boi)::

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:12 PM

 FUCKIN' comPuter
gue nulis blog ini pake kompyut yang lambat dan menyebalkan....!!! whatta shit.. mo pindah e warnet laen tapi males....nga tau napa neh kompyutnya.. peasaan kemaren waktu gw pake terakhir kali masih asik2 aja... apa karna dah lama gw nga ke warnet ini ya?(terakhir gw pake 3 buln yang lalu..:) gpp deh..hehehe

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:08 PM

 nice day
today is nice day.. kantor gw mati lampu...sejak gw berangkat tadi, nemu traffic light semuanya mati...perasaan gw langsung bilang kalo hari ini bakalan libur. (sok2an kaya' sixth sense gitu...) ternyata begitu nyampe depan kantor, si bos dah cengar-cengir... ternyata bener..!!! MATI LAMPU...!!! hehehehe.. langsung di suru balik dengan kata2.."see u tomorrow.." weks.. watta wonderfull day....!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 11:56 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2003
 whatta fuckin' hard day..!!!
maseh aja berkutat ma kerjaan yang numpuk dan itu bikin gw nga ngeblog pagi2... maih pusing ma logo resort ma anniversarynya...di tambah logo perusahaan.. fuihhh..sebagian untung dah kelar.. trus sore2 gini malah di suruh browse gambar2 matrix reloaded... buat ide gila soal 10 tahunnya resort.. hihiihi jadi gw sekarang download gambar2 keyen... trus.... internetnya juga sempet down beberapa saat.. bikin bt ajah...:(
ntar malem ngapain yah? oh iya.. mo mampir dulu ke gramedia.. nyari buku swish 2.0... jadi gatel pengen belajar tu program.. katanya seh gampang banget.. let c yah... eh.. backsound gw lagu ini neh...

Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
As he opens the door, she rolls over...
Pretends to sleep as he looks her over
She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
Can't find a better man (2x)
Ohh...

Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know...
She tells herself, oh...
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone
She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
Can't find a better man (2x)
Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again
Can't find a better man (3x)
Can't find a better...man...
Ohh...ohh...
Uh huh... (5x)
Ohh...

::(betterman - pearl jam)::

asik deh.. jadi inget waktu manggung di acara radio.. bawain lagu ini. pake akustik version...hihihi.... with my old band...nuansa band..hiks.. jadi kangen ma temen2 band gw... i miss u guys..!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:56 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2003
 today=haRD day
hari ini emang bener2 berat. bayangin aja.. semalem abis nonton cokelat, balik jam 2 pagi.. sementara gw dah janji mo bikinin dummy cd catalogue buat temen gw...niatnya seh sebelom brangkat nonton cokelat gw kerjain.. eh.. datang gangguan..temen gw yang mo masukin penawaran web ke kantor dateng... nanyain soal harga yang pantes dan bla.bla.bla... teng..!!!! jam 9 udah berlalu... sementara coklat konser jam 10...terpaksa.. obrolan gw sudahin.. sementara cd cataloguenya baru jadi 1/3 desainnya....eh. pas mo brangkat, temen si bowo manggil.. nanyain katanya gw mo cetak kartu nama... terpaksa gw ambilin contoh kertas, layoutnya...ma sedikit bla..bla..bla..dan kesimpulannya.. dia nga bisa nyetakin..shit..!!! i'm losing 20 minutes..!!!!(sorry sur.. i make u waiting in outside so long..) abis itu..ngebut ke hard rock... semenntara waktu dah nunjuki pukul 10 kurang 5 menit.. weks....!!!
dah gitu... gerimis mengundang pula..(melayu abis nga seh bahasanya?) akhirna selamat tiba di hard rock dan........ belom telat...!!!! nungguin temen gw yang katanya mo barengan masuk.. lom dateng2 juga.. damn..!!! saat kaya gini gw butuh 350 perak buat sms..!!!akhirnya gw nyerah karena ujan dah mulai turun lage.. dan gw masuk bareng surya tanpa si gatot temen gw itu...:P(sori tot.. elo lama sih.. kirain nga jadi ato malah udah di dalem..hihihi..)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:19 PM

Monday, September 15, 2003
 hate MoNdaY
tetep aja.. hari senen bagi gw menyebalkan...nga tau kenapa.. cokelat gw pegi dengan cepat.. tea nga nongol sedikit pun...lanie juga balik cepet2...huh.. whatta fuckin' day..!!!!! kerjaan masih numpuk.. bikin males ngeliatnya.. satu2nya yang ngehibur gw cuma, cover cd yang gw bikin keyen banget euy.. hehehe sampe terkagum2 ndiri...semoga esok jadi lebih berwarna.....huahhhhhhhh... balik ah.. nyiapin kamera buat ntar malem.. simak liputan besok soal konser cokelat ntar malem....muaccccccchhhh buat duniaku.....:)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:46 PM

 monday (again)
weks.. ketemu ni hari lagi dan di hajar ma kerjaan kemaren yang butuh perbaikan... nga apa2.. yang penting ntar melem nonton peluncuran album cokelat dulu di hard rock cafe....:P barusan boss dah cabut... gilaeee. gw makan siang dia cabut balik ke rumah... hohoho.. betapa enaknya jadi boss..hihihihi...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:47 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2003
 weekenD
fuiiihh.. dah ketemu weekend lage.. sementara kerjaan maseh aja numpuk.. kayanya waktu berjalan sangat cepet kalo kita lage sibuk kaya gini... ya udah, hepi weekend buat semuanya... tea.. gw tunggu poto manggungnya.. good luck with your concert... cokelat.. ntar midnait gw miss call yaa.... muaacccchhh buat duniaku.. midnaitnya apa ya?? cek ah di 21.. mudah2an para punggawa nga ada gawean.. kita nontonnnn.........!!!!:)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 1:39 PM

Friday, September 12, 2003
 EnD Of FriDay
wuah... hari yang melelahkan...kerjaan poster hampir kelar...logo maseh bingung...kerjaan brosur datang lage...mana harus besok lagi kelarnya...:( whatta hard days..... malam ini terpaksa lembur bikin layout brosur.. muudah2an cuaca bersahabat.. jadi nga ujan lage. dan bikin mood gw jadi ilang.. kan kalo ujan bawaannya pengen di bawah bed koper gw.. heheheh...
lumayan.. download video clipnya avril dapet 5 biji.. buat nambahin koleksi gw... ada yang berminat buat di kopiin??..hihihih.. nga ah buat koleksi ndiri aja... gw kan bukan pembajak...:P
dari tadi ngobrol ma tea sambil gangguin dia benerin blognya si santie.. hehehe.. next time tea.. gw terbang ke pontianak n motret Nostradamus elo.... tapi anterin liat2 kota yah..:) trus bareng2 nyanyiin desire-nya pure saturday...(hope that dream will be come true)...muacchhhhh!!!!! buat duniaku.... bye

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:48 PM

 MellOW??
Tonight I'm tangled in my
Blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just won't do without you
Matter of fact
I'm on your back

If you walk out on me
I'm walking after you

If you'd accept surrender
I'll give up some more
Weren't you adored?
I cannot be without you
Matter of fact
I'm on your back

If you walk out on me
I'm walking after you

Another heart is cracked
In two
I'm on your back

(walking after u - foo fighters)

suasana sore kaya gini emang bikin hati gw sendu abis.. mendung bergelayut di hamparan langit kuta....matahari nga mao nongol.. kalah sama tebelnya warna abu2... lirih terdengar sayup2 suara dave grohl... shit..!!! what happen w/ me? tiba2 terlitas bayangan 2 taon lalu... sekelebat jadi inget senyumnya itu... GOD... it was a long time a go.. i had to walk again...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:05 PM

 segiTIgA
every time i think of you
i get a shock right through into a bolt of blue
it's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
living a life that i can't leave behind
there's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
but that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
and every day my confusion grows

every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say

i feel fine and i feel good
i feel like i never should
whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
i'm not sure what this could mean
i don't think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then I'LL never see just what we're meant to be

every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say

::(bizzare - frente)::

inget ma temen gw yang pertama kali ngasi ni lagu ke gw.. katanya.. ni lagu asik banget.. gw baru di kirimin dari temen gw di amrik... gw coba.. langsung jatuh cinta..!!!:P emang soulnya asik banget ni lagu... buat man gitar sendirian di kamar juga keren...ato pas lagi sunset di pinggir pantai jimbaran...hmm...
btw, gw pas brangkat gawe tadi liat spanduk di pinggir jalan... cokelat bakalan manggung lagi di hard rock cafe. katanya peluncuran album barunya yang berjudul segitiga.. wah.. nonton konser lageee...!!!!:)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:36 PM

 friday Im In Love
i don't care if monday's blue
tuesday's grey and wednesday too
thursday i don't care about you
it's friday i'm in love


hari ini ujan maseh aja turun.. kayanya nga abis2 tu aer di tumpahin dari langit... bikin suasana jadi mellow abis... sementara gw tadi berpikir bahwa.. enak juga kali ye.. cuaca kaya gini males2an di atas spring bed gw.. di temeni ma lagunya coldplay... baca novel.. ditemani secangkir nescafe hangat, sebungkus marlboro light, pisang goreng yang mengepul plus.. seorang putri dari khayangan(seorang dian sastro juga cukup kok).. hehehhe

Posted by thelastheroes @ 1:03 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2003
 dian sastro
ni cewe' emang dahsyat.. banyak banget yang bikin site buat dia.... hehehe lumayan... gw link aja... dian sastro..oh dian sastro... hihiihi kaya judul film pendeknya close up movie competition...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:39 PM

 de bes..!!
AKU

Kalau sampai waktuku
'Ku mau tak seorang kan merayu
Tidak juga kau

Tak perlu sedu sedan itu

Aku ini binatang jalang
Dari kumpulannya terbuang

Biar peluru menembus kulitku
Aku tetap meradang menerjang

Luka dan bisa kubawa berlari
Berlari
Hingga hilang pedih peri

Dan aku akan lebih tidak perduli

Aku mau hidup seribu tahun lagi

Maret 1943


puisi ini yang bikin gw terkagum-kagum ma sosok yang satu ini... jadi inget waktu sd, gw bawa2 tuh buku bahasa indonesia ke mana-mana.. . soalnya ada puisi ini.. hihiihi culun yah..? posternya aja sampe sekarang gw belom nemu2.. yang kaya di film AADC itu... sapa yang bisa nyariin yaaa???

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:24 PM

 ChaiRil anwaR
Tuhanku

aku hilang bentuk
remuk

Tuhanku

aku mengembara di negeri asing

Tuhanku
di pintuMu aku mengetuk
aku tidak bisa berpaling

13 November 1943


gw nemu ini di web temen kampus gw... asik aja liat ada kumpulan puisinya chairil anwar.. selama ini nyari kumpulan puisinya susah bgt. masa' harus ke sekolahan sd dulu buat nyari tu buku...:D

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:18 PM

 WAp lAGee...
"you'll see things in full light for the first time. this could lead you to a surprise decision..."
wew... apaan yah..??? jadi degdegan neh...hehehehh

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:45 PM

 CoDA
Akankah bulan bernyanyi di siang hari
Ataukah bintang bertebar di tengah hari
Karena mentari, di barat terbit menangisi hari-hari
Akhir hidupnya berakhir dalam luka yang menganga
Aku ingin menguburnya dalam-dalam semua...
Kebusukan yang telah kita terima

:(coda-pas band):

masih tetep berkutat ma kerjaan.........di temani dingin dan kesunyian.....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:48 PM

Yesterday when I was broken heart,
She came to me and she said,
I can feel your heart is breaking,
Then we get to know each other,
Keep hoping it will be all right,
Trying to leave the past time,

Walk the road together
and you share your dream with me,

Every day and evey night,
I can escape from your face,
Love can make the fire burning,
Someday we will be together
and you're everything to me,
Is this what's call it romance?

Walk the road together
and you share your dream with me,

Baby always here forever
light from heaven will be shining,
Baby always here forever
when you need me,
My love will never die . . .
it will be all right,

:(here forever - pas band):

pagi2.. udah di sambut ma dingin yang menyergap.... hujan yang sedari tadi malam turun, belom usai juga....
shit..!! mimpi tentang itu2 lagi..... segelas kopi kaya'nya di butuhkan untuk saat ini... sebatang rokok.....hmmmm.
bakalan lama neh hujannya.... ke kantor nga ya? urusan poster untuk ke hongkong lom kelar soale.. brangkat aja deh...
btw.. thanks to memmey (again..!!!) for utopia review.. its cool band!! i heard last night and shit...!!! it much better than seventeen...:P gabungan antara technonya kubik sama distorsinya cokelat....:Dcool....!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:10 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2003
 my desire
Yesterday I found my self alone
In the dark and no one else
Then you came to me at night
And said "don't worry it's alright"

I want you to hold me in your soul
It makes me easy
Makes me fine
But how that dream will be come true
Will it be tomorrow, I don't know

I can't say anything
And bring you something
I hope you can feel this
My desire...

Everything I want to say to you
Is wrapped around in my mouth
Come into my door don't be afraid
I'll catch you back around your head

I can't say anything
Or bring you something
I hope you can feel this
My desire...

Everything I want to say to you
Is wrapped around in my mouth
Come into my door don't be afraid
I'll catch you back around your head

(desire - pure saturday)

nga tau kenapa gw tiba tiba pengen denger lagu ini.... setelah sekian lama tu kaset teronggok di tumpukan kaset gw yang bejibun.., tadi pagi gw mendadak sentimentil dan nyomot kaset nya band bandung ini dan dengerin di walkman gw sambil pergi kekantor... dan lagu ini yang bikin gw melloew abis..!!!!!:P apa gara2 gerimis yah??

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:42 PM

 FrOM WAp
"you can have a good time even while you buckle down and fulfill your duties. you enjoy impressing those in charge."
fortunescope ini dateng pas gw lage puyeng ma urusan poster gw. emang, gw ngerasa kalo akhir ini banyak banget gawean yang harus di selesein.
semuanya saling kejar mengejar... emangnya gw neo apa??!! fuihhh..... tapi kata2 diatas bikin gw rada sedikit lega.. enjoy??? hope so..!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:59 PM

 HUjaN...turUn LagEE..
pagi ini gw terbangun... kaget karena mendapati mendung bergelayut manja pada sang pagi... langit kelabu. menghalangi sinar pagi yang biasanya ngehangatin gw... ngebangunin gw dengan belai panasnya yang lembut... gw maseh duduk di atas kasur sambil kucek2 mata.. hoahemmm!!! maseh rada ngantuk..!! sambil mandangin poster superman, gw bangkit cuci muka bentar, nyomot kaset seventeen yan baru gw beli semalem (atas rekomen dari si memmey) muter side A....hmmm.. standar aja.. nga ada yang bikin gw terkaget-kaget dengerin komposisi lagunya.. nga kaya waktu gw dengerin the milo pertama kali. lanjut side B....di temani secangkir kopi nescafe.. dan sebatang rokok marlboro... seeeppp..fuhhh!!! asapnya membumbung tinggi memenuhi tiap sudut kamar gw. tetep belom bergeming dengan alunannya seventeen... ach..!! pagi2, dah mendung, di temani ma lagu yang nga menghentak, bikin gw makin males.. akhirnya..ceklek..!! gw ganti dolo ah...!! pilihan jatuh ama blindspott.... di tendang ma lagu kaya gini bikin gw semangat buat mandi.... ok deh....!!! SELAMAT PAGI..PAGI!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 10:47 AM

Tuesday, September 09, 2003
 FInallY
akhirnaaaaa.... setelah bedarah-darah.. ni blogger kelar juga seperti yang gw mao.. di selingi oleh gangguan2 kecil dari teara, nona, serta diffy roomers... gw bisa bernapas lega liat blog ini thanks to GOD....u2 memmey!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:32 PM

 Pictur3 of YOU
selama ini banyak sekali gambar2 yang berseliweran di kepala gw.. entah kenapa gw nga pernah bisa tidur dengan cepat... selalu saja gambar2 itu bermunculan silih berganti... gw coba terus menepis bayangan itu... dan selalu saja GAGAL

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:47 PM

 soundrenaline report
gilaaaa.....!!!! cuma kata itu yang pas buat ngegambarin betapa emang tu konser bener2 bikin gw puas abis.. gimana nga puas kalo seharian gw mantengin band2 keren yang manggung di pulau serangan itu. panas yang nyengat siang itu nga ngebuat gw berlari-lari nyari tempat berteduh.. cuma semprotan aer yang bikin gw minggir sejenak. maklum jack..! gw sayang banget ma minolta gw.... walopun di bilangin ma project pop kalo tu ear bersih, tetep aja gw minggir!!...:P
dari mulai ariyo yang naek panggung sekitar pukul 1.30 siang dan langsung ngegeber lagu2 dari album pertamanya.. lumayannnn..
trus abis itu giliran ungu yang lumayan atraktif... yang kasian tiket band.., usahanya buat bikin penonton jejingkrakan nga mempan... kacian.... laen dengan r3bek yang di sambut meriah.. mungkin karna lagunya keras dan yang seru bassis-nya pake baju ala klux klux klan lengkap dengan topengnya. metal abis deh...!!!
abis itu giliran superman is dead yang naek.. band asal sini itu punya die hard fans yang banyak.. maklum.. daerah sendiri..!!! lumayan seh.. di luar dia fals..suara vokalisnya abis sama beberapa part gitar keteteran.. aksi panggungnya keren...!! termasuk dengan hadirnya tinka, si host a mild live on tv ikutan nyanyi... pada dasarnya cuma tinka itu yang bikin gw betah mantengin SID abis itu ya.. nongkrong ma temen2 lage....:P
giliran cokelat yang naek, gw langsung merengsek ke depan... nga mau kehilangan tanpang manisnya kikan...:D... tapi cokelat emang keren di luar kesalahan teknis sound system yang terjadi...suara gitar si edwin nga keluar di 2 lagu terakhir... sialan!!! knapa harus saat cokelat naek seh? kenapa nga waktu SID aja sound-nya ngadat..:P abis itu blindspott juga keren abis.. lagu2 hipnya emang top.. sebelnya sebelah gw pada mabok en jingkrak2 sambil dorong2 badan orang.. woiii!!! easy man!! gw bawa kamera neh..!!!
giliran /rif naek, gw mundur ke belakang dikit... biar lebih leluasa ngambil gambarnya... tu band emang keren aksi panggungnya... makin gothic aja para personelnya... top abis deh..!!! sayangnya yang bikin gw sebel, soundnya ngadat sebentar!!!
giliran dewa manggung, dhani kena timpuk..!!! hihihi.. yuke juga..!! akhirnya cuma 1 lagu doang dhani berani di depan panggung bawa gitar... selebihnya ngumpet di balik keyboardnya... once juga nga berani maju ke depan lama2... takut juga kali yeee.....:P
giliran sang legend maen, iwan fals.....!! koor panjang terjadi saat bang iwan yang nongol cuma dengan gitar akustiknya memainkan suara hati...sambil nunggu peralatan laennya siap, iwan fals terus menyihir penonton dengan lagu2nya.. ajaibnya nga ada lagi lempar2an ke atas panggung... two tumbs up..!!!!
konser yang di tutup sama lagu mata dewa itu berakhir meriah dengan kembang api..!!! great concert..!!!!fuihhhhh.....!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:46 PM

Monday, September 08, 2003
dah malem.. gw kudu balik.. nyelesain urusan brochure dulu neh...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 7:00 PM

 P3RCOBAAN
maklum blom terbiasa makanya gw kudu coba ne site dulu. tapi lumayan, setelah jungkir balik di bantuin si memmey..
akhirnya inilah "new look of in the end"....TARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:04 PM

ni atas bantuan sodara memmey tercinta

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:46 PM

cokelat gw ilang lage.. tu anak kemana seh?? masa internetnya down lage? belom juga puas nyela2 dia... huh..!!!
oh iya.. gw mo nyetel lagu ini buat seseorang yang ada di sana..

there is no-one left in the world
that i can hold onto
there is really no-one left at all
there is only you
and if you leave me now
you leave all that we were
undone
there is really no-one left
you are the only one

and still the hardest part for you
to put your trust in me
i love you more than i can say
why won't you just believe?

::(trust - the cure)::

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:55 PM

fuihh.. poster gw akhirnya di terima bos... walo ada perubahan teks tapi lumayan.. nga perlu mikir ide lage.. :)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:44 PM

benernya gw mo cerita tentang gimana serunya soundrenaline, cuma karena masih rada ribet ma kerjaan, gw cuma mo bilang...."HOREE.. COKELAT GW DAH BALIK LAGE.!!! setelah selama ini menghilang dan nga ketauan kabar beritanya... akhirnya dia nongol lage... dengan alasan internetnya rusak!!! damn..!!! i really miss u..!! dont u know that??

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:57 PM

capekkk.....!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 11:01 AM

soundrenaline'03 di pulau serangan.....
ni konser emang dahsyat banget.. walo ada kekurangan2nya yang cukup mengganggu..... pertama, waktu gw masuk, tertulis di buku panduannya kalo bakalan ada pemeriksaan barang bawaan... handycam dan digital sejenis nga bakalan bole masuk ke area soundrenaline..ternyata, NGGA' ADA!!! yang preksa2 tas gw...shit!! tau gitu, tawaran handycam temen gw nga gw tolak...!!!!:(
kedua karcis parkir yang jelas2 tertulis 1000 perak di jual 1500 perak.... malah ada yang ngomong 2000 perak (keliatan banget kalo nga kompak ya?)... gw kasi' 2000 perak eh, dia dengan polos bilang "nga ada kembalian 500-nya"...damn!! ngomong dong karcisnya 2000.. pake nga ada kembalian lage....!!
masuk ke area parkir yang berdebu, gw bingung ngeliat tu tempat maseh kosong melompong... lha?? emang mo mulai jam brapa? perasaan gw dah datang 1/2 jam lewat dari waktu mulai konser.. sempet ketemu temen gw di hard rock FM dan dia cuma nyeletuk "this is bali man..!!" susah buat nyari penggemar music yang bener2 pengen pesta music.. apalagi superman is dead maennya sore... jadilah jam 1/2 12-an masih melompong kaya gini.. dan denger2 kalo panitia emang sengaja ngulur waktu dulu sampe penontonnya lumayan..apes dateng pagi2..:(

Posted by thelastheroes @ 10:52 AM

Friday, September 05, 2003
ngantukkkk.... nga ada cerita laen selain emang gw ngantuk banget... :(

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:23 PM

set dah.. barusan mr. leo nelpon lage... katanya ada perubahan pada majalahnya.. alamat begadang lage neh..fuihh..
ditemenin ma kopi lage...:(
ntar sore dinner di jimbaran.. benernya males seh.. masih ngantuk berats.. tapi ikan bakar?? hmmm kayanya pantangan buat di tolak tuh..:P ya udahlah...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:40 PM

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:59 PM

damn.. ngantuk banget neh.... semalem abis begadang nyelesaiin desain majalah restaurant... ditemani ma kopi nescafe, rokok marlboro, dan sederet band indie... antara laen, the milo, cherry bombshell, pas band, pure saturday(my fuckin' fav. band), plus the cure (the God)... lumayan ribet. tapi akhirnya kelar juga jam 7 pagi...!!!! hoahemmmmmm..... i miss u bantal...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:52 PM