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Saturday, February 28, 2004
 mellow wiken....
Tell me when the kiss of love
becomes a lie
That bears the scar of sin too deep
To hide behind this fear of running
unto you
Please let there be light
In a darkened room....(skid row)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:40 PM

 this weekend..
That I would be good, even if I did nothing.
That I would be good, even if I got the thumbs down.
That I would be good, if I got and stayed sick.
That I would be good, even if I gained ten pounds.


abis jalan2 trus mampir ke blognya si jessie dan ngopi liriknya alanis.. thanks jess, sori kalo gw ngopi nga bilang2.. abis nga ada shout boxnya seh.. hehehe...

siang hari di kantor... mencoba meyakinkan hati kalo wiken ini bakalan baek2 aja buat gw

Posted by thelastheroes @ 11:18 AM

Friday, February 27, 2004
 all my only dreams
Every night I pray, I'll have you here someday.
I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams....

And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.
All my only dreams...
Any waking hour it seems, I only have you in my dreams
So every night I pray, I'll have you here one day....

I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.
All my only dreams....(the wonders)


great movie with the great song...
the story about friendship, band, popularity, and love...
recomended to you...!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 7:36 PM

 sickman
I can see the end is getting near
I won't rest until my head is clear

Ah, what's the difference, I'll die
In this sick world of mine...(alice in chain)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 7:04 PM

 some story...
thanks for the times we shared.
i cherished everymoment and kiss we had...
hope u've forgiven me...
you deserve the best...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 10:44 AM

Thursday, February 26, 2004
 rasa itu...
standing still
but in my mind
trying to escape
lookin' for a place to hide....

please help me..
to disappear...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:45 PM

 chicago song...
Many hours to contemplate
Many dreams I can't recall
Many nights I've felt I was too small

Nothing more than a loser with a broken heart...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:22 PM

Wednesday, February 25, 2004
 sendiri....
What would I do?
Lonely as you
Pleasure or pain I can choose...(foo fighters)


gw cuma duduk aja di sini... lagu hingar yang ada di kuping gw terasa sepi
beberapa batang rokok udah tergeletak meninggalkan asapnya sedari tadi.. cuma menyisakan abunya yang berserakan di lantai...
bintang pun nga menyisakan cahayanya... mendung masih saja menggantung di tepian langit....
kembali lagi menerobos malam ini...
sepi.........

When all the nights are dream
And not really what they seem
I cut my hair in spite
And set my hands on fire....(blur)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:35 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2004
 today...
My soul forever destroyed
my pains never revealed.

Agony,
bring to me death....
Sorrow,
leave me.....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:49 PM

 lirik hari ini...
I'm dreaming
You're awake
If I were sleeping
What's at stake
A day without me....(u2)


setelah long wiken kemaren....
nothing special... just me and my fuckin dream...!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:45 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2004
 have a nice weekend...
This blood flows for you again
This blood it flows so cold

Me, I wrote a farewell note
Remembering how he have passed all our time
Things I said were sometimes not too clear
Although I truly loved you so dear.....(bleeding)


diantara setumpuk kerjaan yang hampir kelar,
dalam ruangan yang dinginnya sungguh sangat...
dalam pikiran yang melayang entah...
diantara kebosanan yang menyergap..
have a nice wiken all...

Let my body go,
Let my feelings show
Here comes another worn out...
Here comes another burned out...
Here comes another bleeding soul...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 1:03 PM

Friday, February 20, 2004
 rumah kecil....
Gorden yang cantik, dapur yang unik
Dan anak kecil panggilku 'Ibu'
Dan seorang pria... ucapkan salam 'Slamat Pagi'
Aku jadi rindu rumah... (oppie)


gue dulu pernah posting lagu ini karena gw kangen banget ama suasana rumah gw yang dulu.. waktu gw maseh kecil..dan sekolah.. dan sampe sekarang pun gw masih nga menemukan suasana rumah gw kayak di lagunya oppie itu...

lagu ini gw posting buat kamu yang bakalan ngebentuk sebuah rumah kecil yang kamu idamkan.. bareng ma soulmate kamu.. bareng ama orang yang kamu cintai... mudah2an rencana kalin udah mateng dan nga bakal tertunda apalagi sampai batal.. moga2 kalian bahagia... well done jezz....!!!

gw masih aja kangen ma suasana itu....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:49 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2004
 again...
i've never done good things
i've never done bad things
i never did anything out of the blue....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:10 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004
 lagu lama...
you have gathered for the feast
the bread is my body... the wine is blood
get me to the stage- it brings me home again
this is shangrila
i'm trippin' on it now- it brings me home again....(mother love bone)


lagi seneng dengerin lagu2 alternatif jaman grunge maseh berjaya.. maseh ada nirvana (awal2 berdiri), trus ada mother love bone (band-nya stone gossard sebelom gabung di pearl jam), ada alice in chain, trus soundgarden (yang sekarang vokalisnya di audioslave itu loh..) jadi inget ama gaya2 mereka yang cuek abis..seneng pake pakaian lusuh... rock n roll abis deh...

Heard it from another room
Eyes were waking up just to fall asleep
Love's like suicide
Dazed out in a garden bed
With a broken neck lays my broken gift
Just like suicide..(soundgarden)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:10 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2004
 ujan...
I walk in the rain...
Is it right or is it wrong?
And is it here that I belong?

sore ini ujan deres banget...
nga bisa balik..
apa karena ada yang memutuskan untuk pergi sejenak..?
dunno...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 6:56 PM

 im nothing...
i smashed myself to pieces
i am gonna fuck myself up
i'm sifting through the ashes
what i have become?
i gave myself away
i let it slip away...

now i'm nothing....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 1:06 PM

 ur turn
Now it's your turn to break free
When you want it all you've got to see
Now it's your turn to break free
When you want the life
You've got to see what it means....(helloween)

ps: buat kamu yang memutuskan untuk berhenti sejenak dari hingarnya komen, shout box dan hit tinggi...
cepat kembali karena kamu tau kalo gw pasti kangen banget ama semuanya... tentang kamu...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:40 PM

Monday, February 16, 2004
 truth = hurts
i like u but the sad part of it, is that i can't be with u...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:40 PM

 mimpi..
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go....(leaving on the jet plane)


teruslah bermimpi.... tentang seseorang yang mencegahmu untuk pergi.. yang menunggu kala pergi... yang merindu... yang mengecupmu.... yang tersenyum menyambut pagi.. mengiringi langkahku hinga senja tiba...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:46 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2004
 hate it...
It's Valentine's Day
If I had a heart I'd hock it
It's Valentine's Day
All I have to say
I hate Valentine's Day....(jewel)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:21 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2004
 f*@#$&^%%^^K.....!!!!
This is a bad day
This is a bad day
To know
Do you have
Anything
You ever had.........(bad day--blur)


nga ada yang bisa gw tulis buat ngungkapin perasaan gw hari ini....
aarrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You have to sleep late when you can
And all your bad days will end....

yang gw butuhin sekarang cuma beberapa "linting laknat" itu.. mudah2an nga bikin gw ngelakuin hal2 yang di luar nalar.... mudah2an bikin gw bisa tertidur sejenak.. melayang... menikmati kedamaian...

Posted by thelastheroes @ 10:52 AM

Tuesday, February 10, 2004
 "10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU"
I hate the way the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate when you lie
I hate it when you make my laugh Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close Not even a little bit
Not even at all............

salah satu puisi yang di buat ama tokoh yang di peranin ama julia styles di film... asik banget dan gw suka banget waktu dia bacain itu di depan kelas.. adegan favorit gw.. cool..(pfufhh.. kok jadi mellow yah...)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:27 PM

 menghitung hari..
All of the flowers I've sent
Could never take the place
Of being there
Although we only just met
You're everything to me.....(valentine girl--NKOTB)


sebentar lagi valentine..
di mana-mana semua bernuansa pink.. di tempat2 keramaian udah mulai masang pernak-pernik lucu bernuansa merah muda...
so.. buat kamu yang lagi jatuh cinta, lagi pedekate, lagi punya inceran cewek, lagi sayang2an ama pasangan elo, lagi ngerasain indahnya dunia milik berdua...., siap2 aja bikin sesuatu yang spesial, bikin kejutan buat pasangan2 tercinta kalian...
dan yang barusan patah hati, di hianati, di tinggalin....welcome to the club man...!!

buat gw, valentine ntar tuh...
siapin film sebanyak mungkin, cd2 britpop dan hip metal, rokok 3 bungkus, bantal yang nyaman, remote dan cemilan, coke, dan game need for speed 2.... hehehe.... wanna join?
btw.. gw lebih suka hitam kok ketimbang merah muda....

semoga bayangmu nga hadir mengusik mimpi gw.....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 12:38 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004
 forgotten-LP
in the memory you'll find me
eyes burning up
the darkness holding me tightly
until the sun rises up....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:15 PM

 konser..
I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
But the sun doesn't give the light to the moon assuming
The moon's gonna owe it one... (a place 4 my head)


semalem nonton konsernya linkin park..(the most fuckin band that i liked) di indosiar.. yang live in texas..
gilaaa..!!! itu kata2 yang terus gw ucapin sepanjang monton tu konser.. gimana nga, stamina si chester dengan lengkingan suaranya yang bikin merinding, emang edan... whatta great concert..!!!! pantes aja mereka jadi band yang paling di tunggu konsernya selama taon kemaren.. kapan yah mereka mampir di indonesia...???

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:01 PM

Friday, February 06, 2004
 love--hate
Lost inside my sick head
I live for you but I'm not alive
Take my hand before I kill
I still love you, but, I still burn.......

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:02 PM

 coma
You will not find it in me
Simply because I can't
Wake and find it in me
I'm in a coma....

Say goodbye Don't follow

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:33 PM

Thursday, February 05, 2004
 lirik dari kla project
kisah kita tak dapat bersemi lagi
Sampai nanti
Karena beda antara kita memupusnya
Terharu aku......(lepaskan)

Ketika norma peradatan, terpilih sebagai alasan
Mereka ciptakan jurang antara kita....(waktu tersisa)

Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:22 PM

Wednesday, February 04, 2004
  nothing....
My soul was starving
I was born with nothing
I'll die with everything......

i'm the jerk...
life's not fair
fighting all the time
this is out of line
she loves me not.....-- papa roach

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:51 PM

 bisul itu udah pecah...
So long ago
Was it in a dream, was it just a dream?
I know, yes I know
Seemed so very real, it seemed so real to me .....


akhirnya sindromagz jadi terbit juga... setelah sempet ketunda sebulan gara2 ribet dan rasa males serta finansial yang menyerang.. tuh majalah bisa gw edar2in di seputaran denpasar...
buat daerah laen.. bakalan nyusul di gempur ama sindromazer.. hehehehe..
buat yang di negara laen.. gw lagi bikinin versi downloadnya.. sabar yah....
long live....sindromagz..!!!!!

Posted by thelastheroes @ 11:27 AM

Tuesday, February 03, 2004
 say good bye?
there's smoke in the air and there's blood everywhere
But I'm hoping that the white man don't recognize me

I'm so sorry what I've done, and I say it not in fun
When I tell you that there's no one left inside me....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 5:12 PM

 from metallica...
Do you bury me when I'm gone
Do you teach me while I'm here
...just as soon as I belong, then it's time I disappear.....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 3:52 PM

 feel it.....
I said I'm sorry, but what for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
...

I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING....


YOU CAN'T KILL ME
CUZ I'M ALREADY
INSIDE YOU....
SICK....


Posted by thelastheroes @ 2:38 PM

Monday, February 02, 2004
 3 days....
mulai dari hari sabtu, udah libur.. gara2 nga ada gawean di kantor.. berlanjut ampe senin ini karena kena libur idul adha.....
kemaren sholat di lapangan puputan... sempet bangun telat gara2 malemnya bikin layout majalah delivery temen gw... akhirnya maseh kebagian shaf agak depan yang rada mepet...
suasana khusyuk.. udara pagi yang segar... bikin pikiran dan perasaan gw ikutan tenang.. perlahan kantuk yang tadi sempet terbawa dari berangkat ke lapangan, jadi sirna...
lautan manusia sujud... luruh dalam semua keikhlasan yang ada... dalam suasana idul adha ini..

malemnya sempet nonton kill bill volume 1 bareng adek gw yang saat ini udah balik ke yogya.. Tarantino emang uedan... tu film full darah2 muncrat... trus di gabung ama anime yang keren... jadi nga sabar nunggu volume 2-nya....

Posted by thelastheroes @ 4:46 PM